Yesterday, the RED isn't coming.
Well, that giving me a little hope. But it's still a day I missed my period.
This morning when I wake up, I use thermometer to know my body basal temperature and it's normal kind of like decrease. 35.5°C. Before it were between 36.5-37.0°C.
I have a bad feeling about it, so I wake up and stand up going to bathroom, suddenly I feel my stomach hurts like I'm going to have my period. And my back too..
When I wash my vagina with a tissue after peeing, I see a pinkish blood in it. And you know it's like breathtaking and heartbreaking. Okay, I'll have my period. I try it one more time with another tissue, and there's a pinky almost brownie blood. Okay, confirmed that is a period, my heart says.
I started to wear a tampon. I told my husband, and he said just wait. And if it is, let it be. And I continue to take a rest in a bed for an hour.
And at 6.00 am, I went to the bathroom for the second pee in a morning. I did it default, after washed with water, I continue it with tissue. I saw there's no kind of spot. Even in my tampons. Usually it will flooded fast when in my period.
Until I write this, it's still clean. I choose to take a bedrest regarding my two failure pregnancies seems having a kind of spotting like these too.. could this be a sign? I have a positive feeling now.. Bismillaah.. ♥ 4JJI
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